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natsubaki ([personal profile] natsubaki) wrote2016-04-21 11:30 am

[trans] Ishida's Blog Post: 04/14/2016

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*originally posted April 14, 2016: kanekuinke @ tumblr


Belfast / österreich
 
Spring is depressing
 
Because of the happiness
 
That comes with the warm sunlight.
 
 
 
I really hate happiness.
 
Only within the dirty mud can I understand my form.
 
 
 
Anesthetized from pain
 
Tugging a dulled brain
 
Losing sanity, a spasm of laughter.
 
People who cannot live without a reason.
 
Although the truth is that they probably didn’t want to write anything,
 
 
 
They fill 
t h e  b l a n k  s p a c e  w i t h  t h o u g h t s  a n d  s e l f - h a r m
 
 
 
Constantly drowning it out with characters and sound.
 
 
 
 
While deceiving, people only exist
 
Ha
ah
 
Labored breathing like through a mask
 
Ha
ah
 
.
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.
 
 
 
“-Say,
 
I wonder since when did everyone
 
start pretending to be human?”
 
 
 
Who knows.